Has anybody seen the movie, The Perfect Gift by Jefferson Moore. I watched it this morning at 2 am on TBN.
I couldn’t sleep, again. For different reasons. Personal family life is being strained, again, different day but the same reason, and I find myself desperately wanting to isolate myself. I don’t want to be around people, any people and I don’t want to be responsible for anyone, no one. I don’t want to make any decisions, not for myself or for anyone else.
When I get like this all I can do is close my eyes and say His name. Jesus. Jesus. Jesus…
I don’t know what to pray, or what to pray for. I hurt, I don’t like where I am at and I just want to be back in His arms. Jesus, Jesus, Jesus…
So when I couldn’t go back to sleep, I got up, went downstairs, started the coffee and turned the tv on. My normal stop is Fox News, but not tonight. I knew I needed something, I needed God. I turned to TBN and there He was, well, His representation that is.
The Perfect Gift was just what I needed. Everything I feel about Christmas and decorating and the stress of giving gifts no one can afford melted away as I watched this movie. And I cried at the last scene. The little girl saying good-bye, as she hugs Him. In His arms.
All I have to do is close my eyes.
Jesus, Jesus, Jesus…
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that is so true carla. so true. pretty picture by the way
Carla your not alone but, you are one of the few that will admit it and that what makes you so special. There is a book I’m reading call the unknown prophet by Wendy Alec from GOD TV. It’s like a journal readings of her visit’s from our Lord and let me tell you that it has helped me to open my eye’s in a different way and has helped me in my struggle’s of today. It’s like your movie (and yes I’ve seen all three movie regarding the PERFECT STRANGER) when you didn’t know where to turn or what you needed the Lord provided with the movie. With me it’s been this book everyday so far that I’ve open the book to read there is my light thru the darkness. I’m trying to get Mike to read some of the reading but so far he hasn’t so I keep on praying and reading my self. So keep seeking and seeing sis he will lead us all thru the darkness. Your sister in Christ. LOVE YA
Kathy, thanks so much for your encouragement and continued support. We must lift each other up and continue to pray without ceasing for everything and each other. I am so glad you have seen these movies. I absolutely love them! He does always provide. Love you much!